Sunday night of this week I was laying in bed crying and just morning the loss or change in my life. While the move that I am making is of my own free will (hopefully God's will above all), it is still hard to leave home. While I know that I will be starting a new home, it is still sad to say good-bye. I would like to say that my sense of "normal" is changing it really isn't changing as drastically as I had thought. I will not see my family and friends as often as I did when I was in college, nor will it be as easy to see them.
But I hope that this is God's way of helping me to grow and develop stronger relationships with my family.
Graduation and the start of a new family are to be happy times of one's life. However the fear and anxiety regarding the uncertainty of the future leaves me to have trouble falling asleep at night. I know that these are the times that I should be praying more, yet I have difficulty making time for quiet and prayer. I need to come up with a schedule for myself. I know that it is during these times of change in our lives when we are to draw closer to God. The question that I have is why is it hard for us to make the time for God even though we desire it?
Graduation and the start of a new family are to be happy times of one's life. However the fear and anxiety regarding the uncertainty of the future leaves me to have trouble falling asleep at night. I know that these are the times that I should be praying more, yet I have difficulty making time for quiet and prayer. I need to come up with a schedule for myself. I know that it is during these times of change in our lives when we are to draw closer to God. The question that I have is why is it hard for us to make the time for God even though we desire it?
